A boarding house—Beverly, Massachusetts—1993:
The man was our latest arrival—the landlady only
accepting men—and his room was directly below
mine. I heard a steady pounding one day and later
found out he was beating his head against the wall.
He was recently divorced, separated or kicked out—
the details are now hazy. Anyway, his ex seemed like
a nice lady, for she came at least once to calm him—
to speak to him in soothing tones within his room.
Days later, myself and another boarder found him on
the bench in our tiny kitchen, shaking all over. He
had drunk antifreeze or some such poison and we
had to call the paramedics. Another boarder arrived
one day hefting only a TV and some clothes. He
joked about the TV being a priority and I liked him.
Said he was divorced, had trouble making child
support payments and needed to downsize. Then
one morning, on our front steps, he said his 14 year
old daughter had just died in an accident. He was told
it was best not to attend the funeral—his brother
would be there and it was his brother who had stolen
his wife. He was crying—deeply hurt—and looking
back now I should have done more for him than just
listen, but what I didn't know and we were all
transients anyway.
Working at a new job in product design, I lived at that
house for 14 months. Young and hopeful about my
prospects, I couldn't have guessed that two decades
and three careers later I would be a writer, inspired by
people struggling to overcome their burdens—much
like the two men who shared their pain with me. I
don't know what happened to them—I hope they
found peace, but in any case there is dignity in their
suffering—the universal condition of all sentient
beings. I've tried to create my fiction as a reflection of
what I've seen in the messy, often inexplicable depths
of human experience. As such, instead of an escape,
my characters will lead you headlong into a world
flickering with light and dark—a borderland of
desperation and hope, success and failure—the world
of my Misfits and Dreamers.
About me:
I was raised a small town boy in western New York.
Back then, in the sixties, our downtown offered most
everything one needed to survive. Children walked or
rode the bus to school and played all over town with
little or no supervision. For me it was an age of
ignorance but also passion, curiosity and those first
intrusions into childhood innocence. It's a world
distant to me now, and infused as it is with first
experiences, idealized—its wonders elevated into
myth, its darker moments buried, still beating. In those
days a nearby church would chime hymns over its
loudspeakers, marking the hours, and I felt a strange
and sad awareness: what once was can no longer
be—time is always passing.
And so it has—several decades later and I'm still
unable to slow it down enough to accomplish what I
want. But I've been given an imagination and the
ability to work with my hands. Over the years I've
been a model maker, product designer, visual artist
and jeweler. I've built farm machinery, designed
conduit in a nuclear power plant, remodeled houses,
worked a loading dock and in 2006 I wrote my first
short story. Since then I've written a dozen more and
in 2014 I finished my first novel manuscript, titled The
Sins of Maggie Black.
I live with my wife Melanie and exuberant dog Buster
in Connecticut. We enjoy nature and outdoor activities
such as gardening, canoeing and hiking wilderness
areas of the American west.
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